Tuesday, June 14, 2011 ; 7:44 AM♥
Baby , i love you so.
How I hope I could hear your voice now..... ; 7:44 AM♥
Baby , i love you so.
How I hope I could hear your voice now..... ; 7:40 AM♥
Baby , i love you so.
Weird.. I can't do things right now.. Hah! =.= ; 7:20 AM♥
Baby , i love you so.
You didn't even get the whole story and show all your attitude to me.You can argue, you can scold me, but do you need to tell me not to contact you anymore?
It hurts. It really hurts. Why do you have to do this to me? Fuck my life. -.-
; 4:26 AM♥
Baby , i love you so.
I don't know what's wrong with you.I don't know what you're thinking no.
I seriously am puzzled on what is your motive next.
Why? Firstly you treated me good, you were nice and sweet.
Next, you said this was all an act.
Then you told me you regretted saying those harsh words to me.
Now, you left me alone without letting me know what's wrong with me.
You made me love you, yet you hurt me so deeply.
Everything I do have a reason. You didn't even ask anything.
I tried to held on, try to hold on my feelings just for you.
You gave up first.....
Tearing almost every night just for you.. Just for that very sentence..
Now you hurt me again... Just to ask my friend to tell me you don't wanna talk to me..
If you wanna be alone.. Why would you tell me when I need you, you'll be there? :/
Thursday, June 9, 2011 ; 1:12 AM♥
Baby , i love you so.
Sorry peeps for not posting !
Was too lazy to post . Hehehes . Had broken up with Kelv . Was hurt but I couldn't do anything . My feelings is still there but I don't have confidence in relationship any more . Nevertheless, Kelv regretted what he've said to me that time. I'm sorry, I couldn't patch. Just have to be happy always even when I'm single. Yesterday, kelv and andreana came to find me. :D was happy to see kelv but I actually remembered the hurtful sentence whenever I see him. This was the first time someone told me that. :/I love you, but I seriously do not know what to do.
Maybe I just have to move on myself. I should have listened to what Rachel told me. To get to know him well and long enough, to know that he's not acting another person but himself. To understand him more before being together. We have feelings, more than friends, but less than lovers. Nobody can help us, but ourselves.
Okay! Let's just be happy with our life and move on. Leave all the miserable past behind ! Jiayou Esther! You can do it ! ♥
