Tuesday, June 14, 2011 ; 7:44 AM♥
Baby , i love you so.
How I hope I could hear your voice now..... ; 7:44 AM♥
Baby , i love you so.
How I hope I could hear your voice now..... ; 7:40 AM♥
Baby , i love you so.
Weird.. I can't do things right now.. Hah! =.= ; 7:20 AM♥
Baby , i love you so.
You didn't even get the whole story and show all your attitude to me.You can argue, you can scold me, but do you need to tell me not to contact you anymore?
It hurts. It really hurts. Why do you have to do this to me? Fuck my life. -.-
; 4:26 AM♥
Baby , i love you so.
I don't know what's wrong with you.I don't know what you're thinking no.
I seriously am puzzled on what is your motive next.
Why? Firstly you treated me good, you were nice and sweet.
Next, you said this was all an act.
Then you told me you regretted saying those harsh words to me.
Now, you left me alone without letting me know what's wrong with me.
You made me love you, yet you hurt me so deeply.
Everything I do have a reason. You didn't even ask anything.
I tried to held on, try to hold on my feelings just for you.
You gave up first.....
Tearing almost every night just for you.. Just for that very sentence..
Now you hurt me again... Just to ask my friend to tell me you don't wanna talk to me..
If you wanna be alone.. Why would you tell me when I need you, you'll be there? :/
Thursday, June 9, 2011 ; 1:12 AM♥
Baby , i love you so.
Sorry peeps for not posting !
Was too lazy to post . Hehehes . Had broken up with Kelv . Was hurt but I couldn't do anything . My feelings is still there but I don't have confidence in relationship any more . Nevertheless, Kelv regretted what he've said to me that time. I'm sorry, I couldn't patch. Just have to be happy always even when I'm single. Yesterday, kelv and andreana came to find me. :D was happy to see kelv but I actually remembered the hurtful sentence whenever I see him. This was the first time someone told me that. :/I love you, but I seriously do not know what to do.
Maybe I just have to move on myself. I should have listened to what Rachel told me. To get to know him well and long enough, to know that he's not acting another person but himself. To understand him more before being together. We have feelings, more than friends, but less than lovers. Nobody can help us, but ourselves.
Okay! Let's just be happy with our life and move on. Leave all the miserable past behind ! Jiayou Esther! You can do it ! ♥
Sunday, May 8, 2011 ; 12:08 PM♥
Baby , i love you so.
Finally created another blog again!
Went to meet baby with Jamie darling!
Played hide-and-seek with baby in northpoint.
Kept on looking for me. I walked passed him but he doesn't know.
I was like "OMGOMG! HOWHOWHOW!"
But he so cuteeee!
Went here and there with Jamie darling until I thirsty and went to bubbletea shop at basement.
So I texted baby say, okay, don't play alr. Let's meet at sweet talk.
Within 5min he already reached! Wthhhh.
And I went to buy mango ice blended with colourful jelly! ^^
I was too shy to talk to him sia!
Only said hi.
Hehehes.
Went to take train to somerset.
When on the train, one uncle with blue & white stripes kept on look at my body -__-"
Then when I'm glad another uncle had blocked his view to me.
I noticed that the uncle also staring at my body. Zzz.
Hate it! :(
Reached somerset and we literally lost our way to cineleisure for movie LOL.
And soon, we managed to reach cineleisure.
Took escalator till the 4th floor.
Decided to watch Thor!
Went to buy ticket and baby told me he treat.
I keep don't wanna accept his offer.
Then when paying for ticket, he paid it first! !@#!@$!@#!%!#
Rahhh.
Wanna pay him back e tickets' money, he kept run!!!!
Then keep like damn paiseh sia!
Use other people's money!!
Then we bought drinks. So big lor!
The stupid counter say only left that size. Sucker.
Went in the cinema theatre.
When the movie start, there's a sudden shock in the beginning and I think I'm the only dumb one screaming LOL Zzzz .
Then didn't know baby texted me that if I scared can hold his hand.
Aww, so sweet! XD
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And then, during the movie baby held my hand ^^
I'd thought he wouldn't because he said like as if he's not having any feelings for me already.
But when he held my hand, I felt so happy.
Hyper hyper. And I texted Kiisa jie about it.
And she go spread to Dory and Minyi!
Then both of them keep spam text me "AISEH HOLD HAND SIBO"
Omg lor! I kept on staring at my phone and smile.
Aww, so stupid sia LOL .
Fuxking happy to have him.
Hehehes.
Went to have KFC & head back home.
Baby so sweet, so late still send me home, by the time he reached home already 11+ going 12am.
Thanks baby!
All the way baby kept hugged me in the train. Hehehehes.
I fuxking happy la!
But still, didn't wanna pangseh Jamie, so keep look at her. LOL.
Reached home, chatted with Jamie darling, and cam-whoring LOL!
Baby slept early, it was a long day for him.
Goodnights! ^^
-Kelv baby, I hope I'll be your first and last girlfriend ever. Woaini! ♥
